There's something deeply comforting about discovering that the heroes of our faith were, in fact, deeply flawed human beings. We tend to place biblical figures on pedestals, imagining them as spiritual giants whose faithfulness seems impossibly out of reach for ordinary people like us. But when we dig into their actual stories—their whole stories—we find something remarkably different.
Take Moses, for instance. Here's a man who casts one of the longest shadows in all of Scripture. He led an entire nation out of slavery, brought down the Law from Mount Sinai, and guided the people through forty years in the wilderness. The Gospel writers even drew parallels between Moses and Jesus himself. Without Moses, most of the biblical narrative simply doesn't happen.
And yet, Moses was a murderer.
This isn't a minor detail we can gloss over. In his younger years, Moses witnessed an Egyptian beating a Hebrew slave. He looked around to make sure no one was watching, killed the Egyptian, and buried the body. He thought he'd gotten away with it. He hadn't. When his crime was discovered the next day, Moses fled into the wilderness, where he spent the next forty years as a shepherd, trying to outrun his past.
By the time we encounter Moses in Exodus 3, he's eighty years old—not a young man with his best days ahead, but an old man who once tried to be something, failed catastrophically, and spent four decades making peace with his mistakes.
And this is precisely when God shows up.
Moses wasn't engaged in intense spiritual searching when God appeared. He wasn't deep in prayer, hoping for a divine encounter. He was simply working—doing the same thing he'd done hundreds of times before, tending his father-in-law's flock in the wilderness.
Then something caught his eye: a bush on fire that wasn't burning up. Intrigued, Moses decided to investigate this strange sight. And it was only when he turned aside to look that God called to him.
This detail matters. God was present the whole time, but didn't speak until Moses responded to what God was doing. The burning bush had been there, but Moses had to pay attention.
How many burning bushes do we walk past in our own lives? How often is God trying to get our attention, but we're too distracted, too busy, too convinced that God only speaks in moments of intense spiritual practice?
God doesn't wait for us to reach a certain threshold of spiritual maturity before showing up. God is already present, already at work, already calling. We just need to pay attention to the world around us.
When Moses approached the burning bush, God called him by name. This wasn't a generic summons to whoever happened to wander by. God was waiting specifically for Moses.
Did God know about Moses' past? Did God know about the murder, the flight, the forty years of hiding? Of course. God knew the whole story. And God still called Moses by name.
Before their conversation went much further, God told Moses to remove his sandals because he was standing on holy ground. Moses, recognizing he was in the very presence of God, hid his face in fear. Perhaps he believed no one could look upon God and live. Or perhaps he knew his own unworthiness—his faults, his failures, the blood on his hands—and couldn't imagine why God would want anything to do with him.
But here's the thing: Moses didn't barge into heaven demanding an audience. God got his attention and called him by name. Moses might not have thought he was worthy, but God's opinion carries considerably more weight.
God explained that He had seen the misery of His people in Egypt, heard their cries, and had come down to deliver them. At this point, Moses might have been thinking, "That's wonderful! Why are you telling me this?"
Then came the punch line: "Now go, I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt."
Wait. What?
God was asking Moses to return to the very place of his greatest failure. To walk up to the most powerful man in the world and demand the release of his free labor force. To face someone who likely knew about his crime and the death sentence that had hung over his head all those years ago.
Moses was eighty years old. He had no political standing with the Egyptians and no real influence with the Israelites he was being sent to lead. Later in the conversation, we even learn he had a significant speech impediment.
Yet God knew all of this already. God knows the ones being called. God knew Moses better than Moses knew himself.
And God knows you too. God knows your limitations, your flaws, your past mistakes. And God still calls you.
Moses asked the question many of us carry deep in our most insecure selves: "Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?"
He wasn't fishing for a compliment. He genuinely didn't believe he was the right person for the job. For forty years, Moses had settled into a comfortable, predictable life. He wasn't developing political capital or building a revolutionary base. He was making sure the sheep didn't wander off.
Maybe you know the feeling. You look at your life and think you're not capable, and besides, you're pretty comfortable with the status quo.
Notice how God answered Moses' question. God didn't provide a list of reasons why Moses was qualified. God simply said, "I will be with you."
That's it. That's what uniquely qualified Moses for the impossible task ahead.
If we look only to ourselves, we'll find every reason why we're not qualified for the work God is calling us to do. But if we remember that the One who calls is the One who goes with us, everything changes. Because it's not about what we can do—it's about what God can do.
God did offer Moses a sign, though the sign wasn't quite what we might expect. We typically think of signs as something we see beforehand to give us courage to move forward. But God's sign to Moses was this: "When you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall serve God on this mountain."
The sign would come after the work was done. Moses would have to trust God through the entire process, and when he saw how this impossible task was accomplished, he'd know it truly was God who sent him.
He would have to trust in God's presence to get him through.
The truth is, we're all flawed. Every single one of us carries something we're not proud of—past mistakes, failures that stay at the front of our minds, nagging senses that we're completely unqualified for a life of faith.
But grace doesn't wait for the right credentials. It doesn't require a clean record. It doesn't demand that we have everything figured out beforehand. Grace simply shows up in our ordinary moments and says, "Go."
You may be flawed, but you can still be faithful—because you don't have to do it alone. The God who met Moses in the Midian wilderness will meet you in yours. The burning bush is already there. You just need to turn aside and look.